Sex

Well, I guess I have a lot of weirdness that could fall under this general category. Maybe I will get into some of the rest later.

My wife and I have had some sexual problems. She was a virgin when I married her. Which I guess is not that weird. Although she was probably old to be a virgin. But who knows maybe that's not that weird either. So, we made some furtive efforts at having sex. But she, being a virgin, was tight. Tight! It was very challenging getting the old penis in there. And it was painful for her, which made the situation more challenging. The other aspect that made it problematic was that I don't really care for female nudity - or male, for that matter. Particularly repugnant for me is the vagina. That all kind of screams grossness to me. So, anyway, when I would try to penetrate and be met with resistance I would go limp. The arousal would dissipate. That was very frustrating. Recriminations would ensue. Not shockingly.

Anyway, that's all confession-worthy, I suppose, but this especially is. So we'd been married over 4 years before we finally achieved penis-vaginal penetration! I know that was very embarrassing to my wife. And, obviously, it's very embarrassing to me. But you know I guess that's a testament to the importance of sex education - or something. Well, the thing that finally did the trick, well mostly, was a lubricant. It really facilitated the entry of my penis. I also came to accept her nudity a lot more. She also became way way better as far as not emotionally freaking out when we would not achieve penal penetration.